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I'm Not Swayed By Popular Opinion

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 10:45 PM Comments comments (62)

5/10/17

 

Today-I spoke with the manager of my Facebook page and it was expressed to me that I get better feedback on issues that are more personal.

 

I didn’t overstand the remark- for everything that I place in the public domain- is personal. I place my thoughts on the table- step back from them- and let the world examen my essence- for the truth - the real- fears no investigation.

 

What was truly being expressed was an opinion that ...

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Thug Messiah

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 10:10 PM Comments comments (0)

5/9/17

 

In my last piece I eulogized a comrade- and admonished those who seek recognition as being veterans from the hood. This has caused some- to once again- ask my position on the Structural Gang CultureⒸ- and again - I’m going to make my position so clear that Stevie Wonder can see it- and place it in the public domain- for the record- that you may overstand my demonstration.

 

I’ve never advocated the denunciation of the hood- nor have...

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Open letter to Fresno California - District 3

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 10:10 PM Comments comments (0)

 5/5/17

 

I’ve been notified that one of my young comrades- whose father- too - is a comrade- was found with a gunshot wound to the head- laying in the streets- like an animal- as if his life was of no import.

 

I immediately called my comrade Randy “Blue Bear” Dixon- who verified that this tragedy - has in fact taken place- and as he explained the circumstances surrounding the horrific death - my heart was overwhelmed with pain - like ...

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The making of a Gang Banger

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 10:05 PM Comments comments (0)

(Part One of A Three part series) 4/28/17

There are many myths - concerning both the structural gang cultureⒸ- and the psychology that permeates this reality. Most think that we are ruthless killers- born with some maladaptive gene- that proscribes us from feeling emotion- compassion- or rational when it comes to human life- but few have been able to take you into the psychology of a gang banger.

 

I’ll be your travel guide on this tour- please keep your min...

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I'm Coming Home!

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 9:35 PM Comments comments (0)

 


 

I can remember- standing in the courtroom- witnessing my own funeral- the eulogy being the sentence- life without the possibility of parole. Can you imagine- your fate being expressed so nonchalantly - as you absorb the magnitude of such a reality as- life without the possibility of parole?

 

During my 21 years - behind these steel curtains - I’ve watched the reality of being confined - without the cutaneous stimulation of a woman- ...

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Faustian Bargains

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 9:35 PM Comments comments (0)

 


 

In my endeavors to exact redemption through the atonement process- I’ve been approached with faustian bargains - that if acted upon would have- not only capitulated my integrity - but would have also capitulated the integrity of my work - and for this reason - I rejected said deals - out of hand - for there is no finality in my character - or demonstration - I CAN’T BE BOUGHT!

 

In my studies of organizational psychology- I...

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Catharsis

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 9:30 PM Comments comments (0)

 


 

As I sat in the courtroom- listening to the judge- prosecutor- and my public pretender- using the Latin language- speaking over my head concerning my future- I thought - “I don’t have a grip on the english language- how do they expect me to overstand this legal jargon”.

 

In the midst of my thoughts- the sound of the gavel pierced my reality- sounding like the thump of a baseball bat meeting the bone of one's head- bring...

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The Enemy in My Friend's Skin

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 9:25 PM Comments comments (0)

 


 

First and foremost- these thoughts are not meant to be abrasive- on the contrary- they are placed in the public domain - to add context to that which we experience - as human beings- on a continuum.

 

We all experience - what is termed - the “Judas Factor” - for anytime one endeavors to reach new heights - climb the social ladder - effectuate change among the disenfranchised masses - in that instant- the universe prescribes fo...

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Thought Trapped in Matter

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 9:25 PM Comments comments (0)

 


 

I watch as humanity - through limited forms of thought surrender themselves to systems- that superimpose upon them - it interpretation of reality surrounding themselves with material things that permit them to be deemed- as successful - by the limited consciousness of this social construct. A social construct that dictates thought - in these systems - activity- and even one's appearance.

 

We have become so consumed by this material plain...

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Holding Prison Officials Accountable - Reduces Recidivism - and Creates Safer Communities.

Posted by gangology101 on July 7, 2017 at 9:20 PM Comments comments (0)

 


As you may know - I am presently transitioning out from behind the steel curtains of the prison industrial complex- and for the past 21 years- I've had to parse my words that I not - through misinterpretation of my position - jeopardise my liberation - but as my international spokesperson stated to me today - "There will come a time when the parser of words will no longer parse his words" - and this is that time.

 

I must simply know - that my liber...

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